contrast.

these days, i find myself changing. everyone changes, we all know that. we can all feel when we're changing. when some things become more important than others. when we are more likely to share things with someone new than an old friend.

i find these things happening. i used to wear so many colors. now, my whole closet and all of my drawers are filled with things black, white, and on occasion, grey. i like it this way. i like sharing things with people i like to share with.

i like to smoke the occasional bowl. i like to clear my head often by sitting in the cold car. i apply for jobs i don't intend on taking. this wasn't me a year ago, but this is me now.

"things are not always, things are not always, how they seem. will you be ready?"