there are times in everyone's lives where something doesn't click. we're lost, somewhere in the dusty corners of our own minds. i find myself at this point in my life.today, i am getting my license. not only does this mean i need to find a job in order to pay for gas and insurance, but i need to make sure i don't get lost on my journey to any given destination.
this summer, as i was hiking through the woods in the upper peninsula, i found myself lost. the whole time i was walking, i was mesmerized by how the light streamed through the trees, which were oddly shaped like benches in places. in some instances i sat for an hour at a time thinking about how enjoyable it'd be to smoke a blunt there for some odd reason. standing in the middle of nature, the origin of everything i didn't even care if i was lost. it was comfortable.
this is where i find myself. in the middle of things that are organic and inorganic. i am comfortable, but at times too comfortable. i don't want to lose my way, but right now, no matter what path i take, my impending fate seems inevitable.
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