one big circle.

here we go round the mulberry bush, the mulberry bush, the mulberry bush. here we go round the mulberry bush so early in the morning.

i have come to realize that i will never change. we will never change. we will hold grudges. we will never trust the ones who once betrayed us. the lies and affairs will outweigh the times where we couldn't imagine ourselves without each other.

we will burn bridges, build bridges, and maintain bridges. whatever. as long as i look and feel good doing it, i'll have no problem. so bring it on, ill lace up my vans, put on my jeans, and conquer this.

beyond the party.

there are parts of us that will always remain loyal to the things we know, the people we know. everything we know, is everything we trust. tonight, everything and everyone we trust was asked to be expanded. our minds were asked to expand, just as our dreams and aspirations need to expand.

tonight, i feel we took a step forward. i feel that lowering the cost for me to go to a four year university is going to help me succeed in life. i feel that eliminating my debt that occurred while getting an education after 10 years will help me succeed in life. if not for me, for my brothers. if not for them, for their children.

tonight, i feel we took a step forward, because we can no longer rely on fuel from the ground. we need to rely on fuel that doesn't choke us, that doesn't deplete our ozone. go ride a bike in the summer. bask in the sun and get outside. buy a blanket instead of turning up the thermostat.

basically, our nation needs change, and understanding, and blending. we need to get rid of the party lines, or simply erase them, because no matter if someone is blue or red or black or white, we all have to live here together. coming up with ideas together is going to help all of us.

ride it out.

It rained a couple days ago. I thought to myself "oh my goodness, i can see grass, i can see the light". That day was the happiest I have been all winter. It was something that no one could ruin, no circumstance, no relationship, no words could take away that feeling of new beginning and hope.

It started to snow today. There is more than two inches in the ground now. I curse all of you who like this shit. This is the only drawback to moving out to colorado, there is a ton of this shit. All over the place, everywhere you look. I heard its sunny all the time though. I'm going on a visit this summer, hopefully I find an abundance of sunshine.

So tonight i'll curly up in my American Eagle boy boxers, and wish for 70 degree sunny days in which I can take Oberon jogging and catch a nice wind of change. Maybe I'll sail on it for a while.